Saturday, June 30, 2007

Aeria Gloris

"Inner Universe" by Origa / Shanti Snyder / Yoko Kanno is a beautiful song.

With lyrics in Russian and English, the song is about longing, nothingness, love, and an incredible sense of motion within.

The most repeated phrase in this song is 'Aeria Gloris', which means 'heavenly glory' in Latin.


How did I stumble upon this song? I'm an anime fan.
(Anime is Japanese style animation.)

One of my favorite anime series is "Ghost in the Shell". This series features a very detailed world with deep and developed characters. The story moves on several fronts at once: philosophical, political, technological.

The main focus is, in my terms: polarity integration. Integration of flesh and machine, consciousness and body - ghost and shell.

The series maintains a delicate balance of identity in every aspect.


My favorite scene is not directly part of series, but part of the intro to the series - the intro while "Inner Universe" is playing:

The main character, an adult woman with a fully cyborgized body, has a restless sleep. She dreams about a deciding moment of her childhood:

Due to an accident, she has been recently cyborgized. (All of her flesh, except for her brain, has been replaced by technological counterparts.)

It's a beautiful morning, and she is holding her favorite doll in her cyborg hands.

But, she can't control her body well... Her fist clenches, and she crushes her favorite doll. The woman wakes from her restless sleep with an out-stretched hand; a sense of longing.

This event leads the child to become the woman she is today: an epitome of balance, precision and delicacy - a goddess in one form or another.


Aeria Gloris... Aeria Gloris...


Here's one interesting thing about heavenly glory:

Aeria Gloris doesn't exist by itself.

Aeria Gloris exists only as a descending motion, revealed to its ascending counterpart.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

AHHHHHHHHH

I have spent entire days stuck in my room, look through bio. Stoning isn't getting me anywhere, ahhhhhh! I haven't even started econs, ha. I'm gonna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Wait a minute, I'm sure that there are tons of people out there who are panicking too. Oh well good luck to all, cos my luck just ran out. :(

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

thoughts

Have.. to.. photoshop....

Its been awhile. Just my photoshop and me. :)

Monday, June 11, 2007

wasted time

It seems that all this extra time has been wasted. Haven't really settled down to do any serious studying. Guess I'm still trying to come to terms with myself. I must get over this phase of my life. Its not like its the end of the world. I will persevere, I will push on. I WILL TRIUMPH.

On a side note, I think i better write bigger from now on. Wish me luck.

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

evil lyrics, haha

Never Again(Excerpt)

Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
bet it sucks to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don't say
You simply lost your way
They may believe you
But I never will
Never again


Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

Truely evil lyrics. Kelly Clarkson at her very best.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

I'm back!

Okay okay i know, I gave up blogging. But guess what? I changed my mind! Anyway, life has a fantastic way of changing from one extreme to the other. Previously I was too pre-occupied with god knows what (one can only hazard a guess) and now I'm just too unoccupied that even something as senseless as blogging has caught my attention.

Great, the JCTs are around the corner and there are just 3 weeks left!! Not only have I not started on any serious revision, but i just found out that i LOST MY ECONS FILE. The last time i saw it was in a cyber cafe (shit why was i in one to begin with?). How much worse can life get? Awesome!