Indifference

I played dota with a GP teacher today! Mr Celvin Tan to be exact. It was extremely amusing, for I could not get any of my friends to play with us at first. But once they heard that he was a GP teacher, vacant player slots were filled almost immediately. Guess they wanted to exact revenge on him for their poor GP grades. Haha.

It turns out that Mr Tan is actually very good at dota! In fact, he was one of the better if not best heroes of my team. It was almost surreal to see him owning the sourge at one point of time in the game. I shouldn't tease him too much from now. (Oh no, all the noob pet talk i gave him before the start of the game)

Even teachers can be almost like us. Hmm, maybe Ms Goh plays dota too? I guess it wouldn't hurt to find out...

Nothingness

Its been a long while since I went out with my old classmates. My secondary school days were wild and innocent and I finally got to immerse myself in a figment of a past long gone but not forgotten. I'm glad that so many of them are doing well in their respective jcs as well as polys. Leaving me to wonder whether my present circumstances is due to a lack of afford or motivation on my part.

It has happened before, but this is definitely the first time I manage to dissociate from the present for so long. Kind of reminds me of the Zen state of mind that monks attain during meditation. Where tranquility, peace and freedom reign freely. Escaping from reality it seems, is quite an effective way of maintain one's sanity.

Reprisal

Its a cruel world. I see people crumbling all around me, and watching them being washed away by the never ceasing tides of life. Fate, as it seems makes life so much harder sometimes. Yet distressed as I may be, I feel that we should never let it overrun us. Take conform in the fact that there will always be a better tomorrow so long as you are willing to lock down all your fears and insecurities and just push on. Draw strength from within yourself with the certain knowledge that those that live in your memories had tried their best and had lived life to the fullest. As such this is a declaration of war, a reprisal against a secular yet wholly realistic world.

Just push on. Just keep pushing on.

Damn.

Just got back biology. Totally crap. Oh well. When will the haze ever go away?*cough* Arghh, does anyone realise that the haze makes everything look brighter and glaring? I guess it should be due to the diffusion of light by the dust particles. P10, I'm going to exterminate you one day.